Thursday, 2 February 2012

MX Journal Entry

Here is yet another snippet of my journal from my time in the North. Enjoy! Thanks again for reading and for your prayers!


January 15, 2012. Third day in Split Lake.
            Alarm clocks are great to wake up to but a recent study has found that drunken death threats are 100% more effective. Interesting fact: Jeff and I are the subjects of the aforementioned recent study. Life in Split Lake got much more exciting this morning and it kicked off with a bang. Literally. A banging at the door followed by one of Winston’s old friends, who was drunk and still drinking, making his presence very known through some colourful language with an “I’m gonna kill you” or two thrown in for emphasis. Needless to say, sleep was no longer an option. Apparently quitting alcohol and turning down an invitation to be in a mutual friends wedding has some serious consequences up here. After a quick shower Jeff and I beat it to Sophies to let that situation cool down.  We were a little shaken up that day. Looking back it makes for a great story though, which is always a worthwhile bonus. And the guy was drunk out of his mind at 9 in the morning, so it was probably a little less serious than it sounded.
            After spending the morning doing team devotions and prayer we went to church with Sophie. Church here starts at 1 pm. It was a fascinating English/Cree Anglican service. At this time you can also add “Having my first alcohol” to the list of things accomplished today. And you thought these journals were going to be boring. It was communion Sunday and let’s just say those Anglicans don’t mess around when it comes to the blood of Christ.
            After church our team ran a Sunday school for about 25 kids. We sang some songs, told stories, did a puppet show, and did crafts. This was a huge success, and Winston, who isn’t a believer, keeps telling us that the way to reach the community is through reaching the kids. Sunday School was definitely a step in the right direction.
            In the evening we went back to Sophie’s and visited with her and her friend, Mary-Jane. We talked, shared songs, and Scripture. The ladies shared very openly about the obstacles the church faces and about the decline of the church in Split Lake. Apart from the abuse suffered in the residential schools there were two men, one a pastor and one a principal, who sexually abused boys in the community. These men where both white. Some of these boys committed suicide and the men never went to jail. Because of this the church has been steadily declining ever since. That, along with the church building burning down four years ago and the mistrust associated with the church and especially white Christians has done a number on Split Lake. When we visited Margaret yesterday she said her children were “hiding because they were scared of the Christians.” While we laughed at the time I have no doubt it is in large part true because of these events. The church faces much distrust built on a long history of misdeeds done to these Native people. I wonder if there is a place for training leaders from in these communities and using those leaders, who face much less distrust, to build the church and reach these people?
            Faith continues to connect with the believers here on the level of their pain. While far too many drown their hurt, those who have believed have a way to deal with the many hurts they have experienced. Jesus the Healer is a huge connecting point with the believers here.I’m disgusted by all the horrible wrongs committed in the name of the God I love and serve with all my life. How could these white leaders pretend to be believers and do so much damage to these Native communities? How will these people ever recover? The injustice I’m seeing is infuriating and overwhelming. I know I serve a big God and it’s a good thing because this is a big stinkin’ mess. 

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